been thinking about this for a very long time...i don't seem to know myself...di ko alam where I am good at..i know this and that pero di ko alam kung ano ang gusto ko gawin...my friend told me yesterday think of the last place when you felt very happy...start from there..yung isa naman she told me na baka i belong sa mga category ng tao na "drifters." they told me that it is not important that you don't know what you want to do now or in the future...basta try mo lang lahat..there will come a time that you'll know what you want. then, do something about it. mahirap kasi ang dami ko na na try gawin..but none of it made me happy for a long period of time...may pagka "ningas kugon" kasi ako... 

So hard when you get in this situation that you don't know what to do or what you want in life...i'm 26 now and i feel that i need to know what i want and pursue it...ang suwerte nung mga tao na alam kagad nila yung gagawin nila sa mga buhay nila...yung andun na yung passion to do it...ako di ko pa rin yun nahahanap..i feel so low...some might think na I make my life complicated sa pagdradrama ko ng ganito....yeah maybe.. I want to accomplish something...but how to start? di ko pa rin alam...